Oh My Soul…

Oh my soul…  Why so dreary?  More so than the winter sky above?

Why, dear heart, do you feel dead even when I know you are pumping blood?

Please, please just feel something!  Feel anger, sadness, joy, peace – anything.  

Oh my soul, I feel as though I’m underwater, living in a sea of grey and black.

A sea of nothingness.

A vast, landscape better left to the dead.

An ocean whose dark waters surround me& hold me down,

Like heavy, metal chains that want to strangle me.

I can’t breathe – 

Oh my soul, please be better soon!

I can not live in the darkness anymore…

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