What Do I Want?

It’s been a year since I’ve asked myself, what do I want? I’ve been consumed with making a toxic relationship healthy, Consumed with making everyone happy and sometimes forgetting myself… I was content giving a man my all, loving him with my whole heart, Giving and giving and giving till there was nothing left to give… And he never gave back. I was happy because … Continue reading What Do I Want?

Her Spirit

Her spirit knows there is something wrong before it is physically manifested.  She has anxious, looming thoughts and feelings about the future.  At night, her body curls up as she dreams of the depressing inevitable.  She awakes, shaking, feeling a tear slide down her cheek.  “No”, she begs.  “Please no…” The days continue on, the same foreboding ache in her heart.  She tries to ignore … Continue reading Her Spirit

Reality

Reality sucks, I hate it… But I know it is coming for me. I am perfectly comfortable Living in the romanticism in my mind, The dreams of my heart And hopes for the future. But now, Everything feels like it’s crumbling – Down, down, down… Into the depths of despair. I am scared.   I am scared of the realities of heartache. I am scared … Continue reading Reality

1 Corinthians 13

Our love is patient, Our love is kind. It does not envy, It does not boast. Our love does not dishonor, And it is not self seeking. Our love keeps no records of wrong, But forgives graciously. Our love always protects, Always trusts, Always hopes, Always perseveres. This is the love we share. A beautiful love that comforts, Heals, And succeeds when we work hard … Continue reading 1 Corinthians 13