Better

  What have I done? What am I doing? I’ve ruined relationships, hurt people. I’ve lied, stolen and cheated. I have walked away from my faith, allowing the world to change me and influence every part of me. I have been mean, so mean. So unkind it’s grotesque. I’ve fallen in love with the wrong men out of desperation. Desperation… Why? Because I am afraid … Continue reading Better

Grey

The World- A sea of black and blue. Dark, like my mind. Isolated, like my heart. The World is quiet, Lonely, frightening. It’s a prison. My thoughts the bars, Holding me back. Back from what? From color? I walk the streets along, The ground beneath my weak legs Is unstable. I’m lost in a dark tunnel, Words attacking me. “You’re not enough” “No one cares … Continue reading Grey