The alarm went off, stirring me from my restless sleep. I covered my ears to protect my brain from the wretched sound coming over the intercom at 5 am every morning. And every morning, I wake up from horrendous nightmares to my life – a real nightmare. A nightmare without Ky. A nightmare where everyone and everything I care about is gone. What kind of … Continue reading Lavender & Ky: A Dystopian Story
The breeze from the open car window grazed my face, blew my long hair back and seemed to clear my mind with its purity. I closed my eyes, enjoying the softness of the air that brought freedom to my spirit. The sun kissed my face, warming my skin and undoubtedly forcing my freckles to become darker. And yet, my heart still ached. Peace lasted but … Continue reading Maybe I am Worthy of Love
Reality sucks, I hate it… But I know it is coming for me. I am perfectly comfortable Living in the romanticism in my mind, The dreams of my heart And hopes for the future. But now, Everything feels like it’s crumbling – Down, down, down… Into the depths of despair. I am scared. I am scared of the realities of heartache. I am scared … Continue reading Reality
Our love is patient, Our love is kind. It does not envy, It does not boast. Our love does not dishonor, And it is not self seeking. Our love keeps no records of wrong, But forgives graciously. Our love always protects, Always trusts, Always hopes, Always perseveres. This is the love we share. A beautiful love that comforts, Heals, And succeeds when we work hard … Continue reading 1 Corinthians 13
My love, I know I’ve made mistakes, I am flawed and I say stupid things and I let my emotions get the best of me… But please, Forgive me, Come back to me. Yes, this argument I have created, This storm of whirling emotions and doubt, Has hurt, It has hurt both you and I. I’m sorry. But do not forget the love we share, … Continue reading Come Back to Me…
The boys seemed to be kicking a large Bible. I wanted to join them and play, but momma squeezed my hand and said I couldn’t – she was probably right. After we started wearing the star of David, people didn’t seem to like us very much. My friends didn’t want to play with me any more, they called me a rat. I don’t know why … Continue reading No One
I don’t know how many times you’ve been broken and I don’t know how many times you’ve fallen but I do know one thing. You make me want to run with you. You make me want to find that one place, where I can surrender and make sense of all this love I have contained within. I want … Continue reading Run With You
My love for you is consuming, It is surrounding, comforting and all knowing. My love for you gives life a sweetness, One I have never tasted before. A sweetness in the air I breathe, It covers me in wings of confidence. Wings of love. I am covered in love. With you I see color, vibrancy. The sky is more blue And I see smiles … Continue reading My Love…
Battered, Bruised. Ragged and Ruined. Offended. Knocked down. Empty. Nothing. Continue reading Broken
The kiss- Oh that one kiss, It changed my life Forever. It had been six months. Six long months since I knew I wanted you. I needed you. I craved you. Six suffocating months of swallowing my feelings, Feigning hate because admitting my love for you was just too hard. You didn’t want me. I had to not want you either… Six months. Then, You … Continue reading The Kiss
