What Do I Want?

It’s been a year since I’ve asked myself, what do I want? I’ve been consumed with making a toxic relationship healthy, Consumed with making everyone happy and sometimes forgetting myself… I was content giving a man my all, loving him with my whole heart, Giving and giving and giving till there was nothing left to give… And he never gave back. I was happy because … Continue reading What Do I Want?

Weak Heart

It feels like years since I last saw you, since I last held you… When I try to think about life without you, my heart can’t handle it. I collapse from the brokenness, the shards stabbing my weak heart. I try to give it back to you, begging you to take my heart back. Please take my weak heart, tie it to yours, so it … Continue reading Weak Heart

Her Spirit

Her spirit knows there is something wrong before it is physically manifested.  She has anxious, looming thoughts and feelings about the future.  At night, her body curls up as she dreams of the depressing inevitable.  She awakes, shaking, feeling a tear slide down her cheek.  “No”, she begs.  “Please no…” The days continue on, the same foreboding ache in her heart.  She tries to ignore … Continue reading Her Spirit