Surely Love is Enough

Surely love is enough. The love I have for you That consumes me And fills me with  Endless butterflies Is enough.  Love is freeing, I can relax knowing That I have found Something so real So raw.  But, It’s not everything I thought it would be… Yes, it is freeing And fun, Yet I feel... Continue Reading →

If Only He Loved Me…

If he loves me, he will try. If he loves me, he won't yell. If he loves me, he will communicate. If he loves me, he will listen. If he loves me, he won't leave. But - If he does not, he will walk away.   If I love myself, I will not let his... Continue Reading →

Maybe I am Worthy of Love

The breeze from the open car window grazed my face, blew my long hair back and seemed to clear my mind with its purity.  I closed my eyes, enjoying the softness of the air that brought freedom to my spirit.  The sun kissed my face, warming my skin and undoubtedly forcing my freckles to become... Continue Reading →

Spiraling

Spiraling Into madness. My brain So anomalistic Idiosyncratic Unparagoned Encumbered. It hurts Oh how it hurts. My thoughts Cut through my mind Sharp Painful Bloody... I’m bleeding. A cocaphony In my brain. Loud, confusing, caustic. I’m spiraling Down Down Deeper still. Indelicate black tunnels Pull me farther in. I can’t see now. I feel the... Continue Reading →

Talk to Me

Talk to me Say something One word Just one Please... I need - I need to know Where you stand With me. Say something. What do you feel, What do you think, What have I done wrong... I want to explode I want to rip my hair out One by one. These thoughts They attack... Continue Reading →

See Me

You don't see me. You see your expectations of me. You see a version of me that you want, Or expect me to be.   They say "She's a whore", "She's dumb" "She's a bitch" "She's selfish"... You don't see me.   I don't fit into a box, I'm hard to understand, I'm uniquely me. The world refuses... Continue Reading →

Magnets

Magnets. They pull together. One is drawn towards the other. It is their nature. You hold the magnets just close enough, you can't pull them apart. The draw is too strong.   We pulled apart.  It felt unnatural.  Sudden. Yet, the draw is there. You came back. I never left.   We tried so hard... Continue Reading →

Glass

Glass hearts, so fragile, so easy to break. Broken glass. My heart is shattered.  Shards of broken pieces stab my insides.  Moving forward hurts.  Moving backwards hurts more. Maybe I love the feeling of pain.  Maybe I love brokenness and depression because it makes me feel something. Maybe I love getting hurt over and over... Continue Reading →

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