Reality sucks, I hate it... But I know it is coming for me. I am perfectly comfortable Living in the romanticism in my mind, The dreams of my heart And hopes for the future. But now, Everything feels like it's crumbling - Down, down, down... Into the depths of despair. I am scared. I... Continue Reading →
1 Corinthians 13
Our love is patient, Our love is kind. It does not envy, It does not boast. Our love does not dishonor, And it is not self seeking. Our love keeps no records of wrong, But forgives graciously. Our love always protects, Always trusts, Always hopes, Always perseveres. This is the love we share. A beautiful... Continue Reading →
The Kiss
The kiss- Oh that one kiss, It changed my life Forever. It had been six months. Six long months since I knew I wanted you. I needed you. I craved you. Six suffocating months of swallowing my feelings, Feigning hate because admitting my love for you was just too hard. You didn’t want me. I... Continue Reading →
Spiraling
Spiraling Into madness. My brain So anomalistic Idiosyncratic Unparagoned Encumbered. It hurts Oh how it hurts. My thoughts Cut through my mind Sharp Painful Bloody... I’m bleeding. A cocaphony In my brain. Loud, confusing, caustic. I’m spiraling Down Down Deeper still. Indelicate black tunnels Pull me farther in. I can’t see now. I feel the... Continue Reading →
I Think, I Don’t Think by Robert M. Drake
I think you like the idea of feeling too much, of experiencing too much and letting the things inside you float away. I think you want people to notice you but want others to think that isolation pumps through your veins. I think you care too much but you pretend as if nothing bothers you.... Continue Reading →
“Keep your mind on things above…”
I feel the change, The air is cooler. The trees now full grown, begin their descent into winter. Leaves cover my toes, I am surrounded by red, orange and yellow. I stand alone, With my fellow trees. This feels like home, Feels like where I belong. I belong among the quiet, The lowly, The strong.... Continue Reading →
Love Like an Arrow
Sometimes I wonder, What my life would be like, Had I never met you. If I never knew the Taste of your lips, The heat of your body. Do I wish it never happened? “No never, I must have loved you.” Despite your disregard for my values, I stayed around, always for you. That one... Continue Reading →
Better
What have I done? What am I doing? I’ve ruined relationships, hurt people. I’ve lied, stolen and cheated. I have walked away from my faith, allowing the world to change me and influence every part of me. I have been mean, so mean. So unkind it’s grotesque. I’ve fallen in love with the wrong... Continue Reading →
Because I Love You
Everything I do Is because I love you. I love the way you smile, The way your eyes light up When you talk about things you adore. I love the way you snore in your sleep, The way you twitch and bump into me as you doze off. I love the ways in which... Continue Reading →
When is it worth living…
How do you know if life is worth living? You have hopes and dreams and fall in love… But it never works out. You put your joy in people - undeserving. You love them and give them your all. But no. They leave. They rip your heart out with their own hands, Each tug spreading... Continue Reading →