It feels like years since I last saw you, since I last held you… When I try to think about life without you, my heart can’t handle it. I collapse from the brokenness, the shards stabbing my weak heart. I try to give it back to you, begging you to take my heart back. Please take my weak heart, tie it to yours, so it … Continue reading Weak Heart
It’s so strange how a good thing goes bad in an instant. All the good memories are flooded with the bad, with the lies, the abuse, the hurt. It’s so strange how one can fall out of love so quickly. I’ve never been that one. I love with my whole heart, I put my all into relationships – but then they end. I know it’s … Continue reading It’s so Strange…
Tossing & Turning Waiting for Morning Waiting for a Distraction Any Distraction My Ribs are Caving In Butterflies Racing in My Stomach My Heart Racing Faster When Will This End? I am Nervous I am Afraid I am Powerless The Anxiety in My Head Attacking My Body No Relief No Peace No Serenity Only Anxiety Continue reading Anxiety
Her spirit knows there is something wrong before it is physically manifested. She has anxious, looming thoughts and feelings about the future. At night, her body curls up as she dreams of the depressing inevitable. She awakes, shaking, feeling a tear slide down her cheek. “No”, she begs. “Please no…” The days continue on, the same foreboding ache in her heart. She tries to ignore … Continue reading Her Spirit
If he loves me, he will try. If he loves me, he won’t yell. If he loves me, he will communicate. If he loves me, he will listen. If he loves me, he won’t leave. But – If he does not, he will walk away. If I love myself, I will not let his anger affect me. I can not wait for change, when … Continue reading If Only He Loved Me…
two steps ahead, ten steps behind my walls have shed, love is so blind I give you my all, but you don’t have the time. two steps ahead and I’m running for your love, it’s too good to be true, I feel up and above. ten steps behind I’m crying in the dark, my trust was questioned and it broke my heart. … Continue reading two steps ahead, ten steps behind
The breeze from the open car window grazed my face, blew my long hair back and seemed to clear my mind with its purity. I closed my eyes, enjoying the softness of the air that brought freedom to my spirit. The sun kissed my face, warming my skin and undoubtedly forcing my freckles to become darker. And yet, my heart still ached. Peace lasted but … Continue reading Maybe I am Worthy of Love
My love for you is consuming, It is surrounding, comforting and all knowing. My love for you gives life a sweetness, One I have never tasted before. A sweetness in the air I breathe, It covers me in wings of confidence. Wings of love. I am covered in love. With you I see color, vibrancy. The sky is more blue And I see smiles … Continue reading My Love…
Magnets. They pull together. One is drawn towards the other. It is their nature. You hold the magnets just close enough, you can’t pull them apart. The draw is too strong. We pulled apart. It felt unnatural. Sudden. Yet, the draw is there. You came back. I never left. We tried so hard to move one, to live our lives apart. But now, … Continue reading Magnets
Her hair flows behind her as she runs through the darkness. Life hits her at every angle, but she continues to get back up. Her body is covered in bruises, scrapes and scars. Each mark from a hurtful word, a painful touch, a self hating thought… She still runs. Her body is weak, but her mind is strong. She gets up. She runs. What is … Continue reading Run
