You are my Poison

I can't stop myself from loving you, Even as you spit venom from your mouth, In between the sweet nothings That truly mean nothing at all. But they mean the world to me.   I can't get enough.   The venom hurts, then it burns, then it begins to corrode my veins. I feel my... Continue Reading →

Weak Heart

It feels like years since I last saw you, since I last held you... When I try to think about life without you, my heart can't handle it. I collapse from the brokenness, the shards stabbing my weak heart. I try to give it back to you, begging you to take my heart back. Please... Continue Reading →

Anxiety

Tossing & Turning Waiting for Morning Waiting for a Distraction Any Distraction   My Ribs are Caving In Butterflies Racing in My Stomach My Heart Racing Faster When Will This End?   I am Nervous I am Afraid I am Powerless   The Anxiety in My Head Attacking My Body No Relief No Peace No... Continue Reading →

Her Spirit

Her spirit knows there is something wrong before it is physically manifested.  She has anxious, looming thoughts and feelings about the future.  At night, her body curls up as she dreams of the depressing inevitable.  She awakes, shaking, feeling a tear slide down her cheek.  "No", she begs.  "Please no..." The days continue on, the... Continue Reading →

If Only He Loved Me…

If he loves me, he will try. If he loves me, he won't yell. If he loves me, he will communicate. If he loves me, he will listen. If he loves me, he won't leave. But - If he does not, he will walk away.   If I love myself, I will not let his... Continue Reading →

Maybe I am Worthy of Love

The breeze from the open car window grazed my face, blew my long hair back and seemed to clear my mind with its purity.  I closed my eyes, enjoying the softness of the air that brought freedom to my spirit.  The sun kissed my face, warming my skin and undoubtedly forcing my freckles to become... Continue Reading →

Reality

Reality sucks, I hate it... But I know it is coming for me. I am perfectly comfortable Living in the romanticism in my mind, The dreams of my heart And hopes for the future. But now, Everything feels like it's crumbling - Down, down, down... Into the depths of despair. I am scared.   I... Continue Reading →

1 Corinthians 13

Our love is patient, Our love is kind. It does not envy, It does not boast. Our love does not dishonor, And it is not self seeking. Our love keeps no records of wrong, But forgives graciously. Our love always protects, Always trusts, Always hopes, Always perseveres. This is the love we share. A beautiful... Continue Reading →

God gave me You

My love for you is blinding. It shields the depression that forces me to sink into darkness, as if an anchor is tied to my foot. But my love for you - it saves me. It heals, teaches, and respects. I see the good in life because of you. I forgive - imagine that! I... Continue Reading →

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