You are my Poison

I can't stop myself from loving you, Even as you spit venom from your mouth, In between the sweet nothings That truly mean nothing at all. But they mean the world to me.   I can't get enough.   The venom hurts, then it burns, then it begins to corrode my veins. I feel my... Continue Reading →

What Do I Want?

It's been a year since I've asked myself, what do I want? I've been consumed with making a toxic relationship healthy, Consumed with making everyone happy and sometimes forgetting myself... I was content giving a man my all, loving him with my whole heart, Giving and giving and giving till there was nothing left to... Continue Reading →

Weak Heart

It feels like years since I last saw you, since I last held you... When I try to think about life without you, my heart can't handle it. I collapse from the brokenness, the shards stabbing my weak heart. I try to give it back to you, begging you to take my heart back. Please... Continue Reading →

The Narcissist

The Narcissist Self Absorbed   Abusive   Shallow   Ego Centric   Jealous   Manipulator    Liar    Sadistic  Unemotional   Angry    Conceited    Unapologetic   Devious   Sly   Self Serving   Convincing "Innocent"... The Narcissist He is a snake that slithers silently around you, making his way up to your throat.  At... Continue Reading →

Anxiety

Tossing & Turning Waiting for Morning Waiting for a Distraction Any Distraction   My Ribs are Caving In Butterflies Racing in My Stomach My Heart Racing Faster When Will This End?   I am Nervous I am Afraid I am Powerless   The Anxiety in My Head Attacking My Body No Relief No Peace No... Continue Reading →

Her Spirit

Her spirit knows there is something wrong before it is physically manifested.  She has anxious, looming thoughts and feelings about the future.  At night, her body curls up as she dreams of the depressing inevitable.  She awakes, shaking, feeling a tear slide down her cheek.  "No", she begs.  "Please no..." The days continue on, the... Continue Reading →

If Only He Loved Me…

If he loves me, he will try. If he loves me, he won't yell. If he loves me, he will communicate. If he loves me, he will listen. If he loves me, he won't leave. But - If he does not, he will walk away.   If I love myself, I will not let his... Continue Reading →

Creativity can NOT be Contained

"Your intro needs to look like this..." "Don't be cliché..." "Your character should be relatable..." "Make sure there is a point to your writing..." I have heard these comments constantly when reviewing a written work. You know what I say to those kinds of writing rules? To hell with them. Writing is a free, emotional... Continue Reading →

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