Oh My Soul…

Oh my soul…  Why so dreary?  More so than the winter sky above? Why, dear heart, do you feel dead even when I know you are pumping blood? Please, please just feel something!  Feel anger, sadness, joy, peace – anything.   Oh my soul, I feel as though I’m underwater, living in a sea of grey and black. A sea of nothingness. A vast, landscape better … Continue reading Oh My Soul…

My Love…

My love for you is consuming, It is surrounding, comforting and all knowing. My love for you gives life a sweetness, One I have never tasted before. A sweetness in the air I breathe, It covers me in wings of confidence. Wings of love. I am covered in love.   With you I see color, vibrancy. The sky is more blue And I see smiles … Continue reading My Love…

The Kiss

The kiss- Oh that one kiss, It changed my life  Forever.  It had been six months.  Six long months since I knew  I wanted you.  I needed you.  I craved you.  Six suffocating months of swallowing my feelings, Feigning hate because admitting my love for you was just too hard.  You didn’t want me.  I had to not want you either… Six months.  Then,  You … Continue reading The Kiss

Spiraling

Spiraling Into madness. My brain So anomalistic Idiosyncratic Unparagoned Encumbered. It hurts Oh how it hurts. My thoughts Cut through my mind Sharp Painful Bloody… I’m bleeding. A cocaphony In my brain. Loud, confusing, caustic. I’m spiraling Down Down Deeper still. Indelicate black tunnels Pull me farther in. I can’t see now. I feel the ghosts Of my past Tug at me. I’m pulling apart. … Continue reading Spiraling