Lord… I’m sorry. I’m sorry for ignoring Your powerful voice. For doing what I want in hopes that Your Will for my life will change to what I want, to what I see for myself.
I’m sorry for craving a man’s touch. For seeking a man to give me comfort in times of discomfort instead of seeking You. For letting the hopes of finding a man blind me and guide my every decision.
I’m sorry for being selfish. For being foolish, naïve, ignorant… I find bliss in my blindness. Until it hurts. Until it tears my heart apart and I find myself bleeding from all the mistakes.
Forgive me despite all the brokenness, ugliness, selfishness and mindlessness driving my life and my choices.
Help me Lord. Heal me.
I need You in every waking hour. I need Your grace to fall upon me new every morning.